goodbye to you

xtrue_lustx @ 2006-02-09T10:40:00

2006-02-09T15:47:50Z

so i basically never update but i will

so my life is preety good right now

jade is basically my love/bestfriend/sister i love her alot, she pretty much means the world
my parenst are gettign a divorice and i figured it would suck real bad here but it doesnt .. it actually better then before yeah disfunctional me and my brother are super close we never fight and its pretty amazing
i miss casey though shes still my best friend hands down and shes really my hero i dont know what i would have done when i was younger without her she probably saved me and yeah i love her

♥

xtrue_lustx @ 2005-10-25T17:31:00

2005-10-25T21:37:17Z

1. Smoke?mhmm
2. Been drunk as hell? well .. yes
4. Screwed someone of the same sex? thats sick
5. Shoplifted? sure
6. Lied? yeah
7. Betrayed a friend? well i was drunk

8. Been to jail? No sir
9. Smoked weed? yeah.
10. Done LSD? No
11. Done any other illegal drug? yeah
12. Given oral sex? mmhm

13. Received oral sex? yes
14. Screwed something not of the human race? FUCK NO!
15. Screwed something not alive? FuckinG sick. No.
16. Cheated on someone? never
17. Used someone? nope
18. Paid someone for sex? haha no

19. Been paid for sex? no.
20. Played strip poker? Heck yes
21. Skipped school? yeahhh
22. Skipped school to get high/drunk? skipped school cause i was high and drunk
23. Danced naked? haha yep
24. Danced naked in public? At night
25. Flashed someone? yep
26. Mooned someone? Lol yeah
27. Kissed someone? Yup
28. Kissed someone of the same sex? Yup
29. Held hands? yeah
30. Hugged someone? yes

31. French kissed? Of course
2. Had sexual fantasies?um dont think so
33. Had gay/lesbian fantasies?um gross.
34. Stolen money? no
35. Stolen money from family? my brother
36. Stolen drugs from family? haha yeah
37. Been convicted of a crime? Yeah stealing
38. Dated someone because you heard they were easy?no

39. Had someone date you because they thought you were easy? no
40. Been called a whore? yes
41. Been called a bitch? yep

42. Watched porn? hah yeah
43. Taped porn? no
44. Watched porn you taped? again no
45. Kissed someone in a moving vehicle? yeah
46. Screwed someone in a moving vehicle?...

47. Used sex 'toys'? no
48. Tried to kill yourself? yeah once

49. Tried to kill someone else? hah no
50. Told someone you hated him or her? yeah
51. Told someone you loved them and didn't mean it? hellno.

xtrue_lustx @ 2005-10-19T17:20:00

2005-10-19T21:20:27Z

so um, yeah myspace.

xtrue_lustx @ 2005-10-08T11:47:00

2005-10-08T16:03:15Z

Goodbye to you
Goodbye to everything I thought I knew
You were the one I loved
The one thing that I tried to hold on to

It hurts to want everything & nothing at the same time
I want whats yours and I want whats mine
I want you but I'm not giving in this time

yes im still in love with him

but no im not mad that hes with someone else

i could care less

it hurts but im not going to be

obsessive about it

i dont care

and im not gonna move on

just cause you want me to

kthanks

xtrue_lustx @ 2005-09-30T23:41:00

2005-10-01T03:42:17Z

new crush

xtrue_lustx @ 2005-09-25T11:25:00

2005-09-25T15:26:09Z

happy birthday tooooo me !

xtrue_lustx @ 2005-09-19T20:41:00

2005-09-20T00:48:57Z

I wanted you

for nothing more then

hating you

for what you were.

if thats what you wanted

to hear;;

well its love

make it hurt

xtrue_lustx @ 2005-09-18T09:58:00

2005-09-18T14:00:29Z

I love you.

xtrue_lustx @ 2005-09-11T10:22:00

2005-09-11T14:23:16Z

last night was the worst night of my life
and i still blame myself

xtrue_lustx @ 2005-09-05T15:10:00

2005-09-05T19:16:08Z

so summers over yay?

this summer was the best by far

sam,kory,chris,mikey and derick- wow your my best friends i love you x752554

ally lea<3 omg i love you so much your definitly my best friend spent like everyday with you was uh maze ing

nicole greene well we had some fun nights lol god i love you girlie

jayne peggy and alllllly ARE LAME AND I LOVE THEM LIKE WOAH

colie i love you living at my house and everything lol mint choclate chip ice cream and i dont getta pick

i have like 87 million memories i will not forget with everyone

<3 everyone

xtrue_lustx @ 2005-08-31T13:46:00

2005-08-31T17:47:12Z

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xtrue_lustx @ 2005-08-27T16:27:00

2005-08-27T20:27:33Z

so my other lj got gay or something so im stickin to this one

classsses

1 math (wtf uh ) sims

2 echem siko

3 lit and modern media henwood

4law and society 1 marko

5 spanish 3 cunningham

6 child ev. 1 olechowski

we have classes together ?!

xtrue_lustx @ 2005-08-13T15:45:00

2005-08-13T19:45:54Z

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add it ! its friends only so comment there

xtrue_lustx @ 2005-08-08T12:02:00

2005-08-08T16:02:37Z

i broke my finger and my boyfriend is gone for 9 days.

gawsh.

xtrue_lustx @ 2005-08-03T16:07:00

2005-08-03T20:08:35Z

I need you because you are the only one who never lies to me.

xtrue_lustx @ 2005-07-28T13:44:00

2005-07-28T17:45:22Z

DANCE PARTY WITH SOME QT'S ON SATERDAY

&&&& WAPRED TOUR THE NEXT DAY<333333

xtrue_lustx @ 2005-07-18T14:38:00

2005-07-18T18:39:36Z

& he tells me im everything he wants;

& i dont know why i belive it.

xtrue_lustx @ 2005-07-07T08:54:00

2005-07-07T13:03:12Z

my summer consistes of...

*drowning in erics pool becuase of him

*summer school

*hanging out with sammy and kory everyday

*hanging out eith juanathon

*basketball courst

*chris' pool

*kroger

*fights :/

*sams house

*rams horn daily

*boys obsession with taco bell

*ally

*groveland and puerto rican guys taht can kill and get shot at

*&&&&& my very favoite hanging out with my best friend in the hole fricking world colie :)

so yea basically i hangout with jebby,kory,eric,chris2 4,& mikey everyday

man i need to hang out with my other friends so fucking comment !

xtrue_lustx @ 2005-06-22T23:14:00

2005-06-23T03:17:31Z

so today kory and jebby (samuel) came over lol what else is new me ways we went and saw katrina then took her to work and ate then we went to bridgettes daddys household then to megans annnnnnnnnnd we got tickets to palace vision tom. so 15 of us are goin cant wait !!!! then we went to the courts so the boys could play basketball and i hung out with jenny then i saw my juan lol i <3 that kid hes soooo sweet !
annnd tom. sammys comin over and im gettin my hair done and fag wants to go with me

my favorite summer "event" - when a boy asked me to marry him on a balcony over looking a lake

yea right thas gonna work

comment on yr favorite

xtrue_lustx @ 2005-06-13T22:46:00

2005-06-14T03:57:45Z

Randomly list 20 of your friends:

1. casey

2. kory

3. chris

4. mikee

5. sam

6.ally

7.eric

8. autumn

9. ashley s

10. shlee

11.juli

12. nikki

13. krystal

14. allan

15. erika

16. melissa

17.danielle

18. bridgette

19. steve

20. regis

Who is #8 going out with?

no one

Would #11 and #2 make a cute couple?

kinda-ish

about #18 and #4

definitly not

What grade is #17 going into?

11th

When was the last time you talked to #12?

today

What is #6's favorite band?

idc its ally

Does #1 have any siblings?

yessum a sister and a brother

Would you ever date #3?

um, if you are truly my friend you no that um i would definitly

Would you ever date #7

hes my ex but im still liek half in love with him so yea i would

Is #16 single?

yea

What's #15's last name?

BRADISH !!

What's #10's middle name?

nicole

Whats #5's favorite thing to do?

Is #13 hot

girl...

would #14 and #19 make a good couple?

boys?

What school does #20 go to?

renassance sp?

Tell me a random fact about #11

um, our skirts blow up alot

And # 3?

he likes to flash little kids

Have you ever had a crush on #15

its erika who hasnt?!

What's #4's favorite color?

um hes my brother and i should know this but i dont

Would you makeout with #14?

i have

Does #7 like # 20?

they are both boys

Does #8 like #19?

um idk if she even knows him

How did you meet #2?

sammy b

how did you meet #18

whitney
Does #10 have any pets?

yea but at her moms.. in florida

Is #12 older than you?

yes

Have oral relations with #3

again if yr my friend you know the answer

Does #2 have any cute siblings?

lol idk i havent seen karl but he might be

What about #16?

her lil bro is a major cutie

xtrue_lustx @ 2005-06-07T22:03:00

2005-06-08T02:14:15Z

me and mel

emo penis and juli !

that was the night nicole started the finger thingy ... then the toes

later that nigth i think me, nikki and katie were doin good

me and katie bein me and katie.....

xtrue_lustx @ 2005-06-05T18:33:00

2005-06-05T22:39:38Z

ok this weekend was awesome

friday- me and kory went to get krystal then ally and regis came over then we got chris and when mike and sam got off we all just hung out. then they all left so brandon and tyler came over and we went to the school and chris and mike came krystal was being annoying <3 in allys terms

saturday- nicole my awesome best fried came over and thenn i went to cheerleading then colie stayed the night

sunday we went to see my cousin in the hospital cause hes cool and shatters every bone on the right side of his face and brakes a bone in his leg so he cant walk. hes so funny then studying : /

sense everyones doing it.

2005-05-31T02:02:04Z

The Keys to Your Heart

You are attracted to those who are unbridled, untrammeled, and free.

In love, you feel the most alive when your partner is patient and never willing to give up on you.

You'd like to your lover to think you are stylish and alluring.

You would be forced to break up with someone who was ruthless, cold-blooded, and sarcastic.

Your ideal relationship is lasting. You want a relationship that looks to the future... one you can grow with.

Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment.

You think of marriage something you've always wanted... though you haven't really thought about it.

In this moment, you think of love as something you can get or discard anytime. You're feeling self centered.

What Are The Keys To Your Heart?

you know you do you kill me well

2005-05-27T14:22:42Z

sooo like 7 days left untill we are out. thank god. this weekend me, my little brother, patrick, ANNNNND colie are goin to cedar point yeaaa man. cant wait. sense the lunchs changed i dont see anyone anymore i miss you guys. : / i miss nick so much i wish he didnt graduate.

i will update somethign worth reading later.

xtrue_lustx @ 2005-05-23T16:53:00

2005-05-23T20:56:15Z

i hate likeing him this much. i hate him likeing me more because when we start going out it will be worse then this. im sick of him always being drunk or high or whatev. it sucks having a drunk guy all over you it would be diffrent if i was drunk but then he'd want me to get drunk all the time i dont know what to do.

bad day.